I feel rubbish and I want to snap out of it but can't.
My sleeping is all messed up and I still haven't made it to any lectures.
It really feels like I'm two different people. When I'm happy I have such a different outlook on life, do different things, say different things, enjoy different things.
Now I'm practically bed bound the amount of time I've spent in it this past week. I just pull the duvet over my head and tell the world to go away. I doubt I could get away with that in the real world, but as a student it's almost standard. It feels like I'm wasting my life though. I can't watch tv, play card games and surf the internet forever; but doing anything else would require so much energy, something I'm in short supply of.
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