well i've not. and you starting talking to me made me really confused
well i did't expect you to talk back, and you started the convo today, take from that what you will, i'd be fine never talking to you again
well okay
well, my mistake. i got my hopes up
as much you would like to say that you say what the hell you want to whoever and whenever, you need to think about others firstwell, my mistake. i got my hopes up
i don't think i need to consider your feelings anymore
so am i less than anyone you know?
pretty much
im just going to not talk about this anymore
this is what i am telling you. i think that you're really lovely and i understand why you treat me horribly and i accept the fact. thats the truth
well you can look at it through rose tinted lenses if you like, but i'm realistic
im realistic enough to know that its over for us
but nothing beautiful happened! we were terrible together!can you atleast tell me the truth about what was going on with your ex? that is the one thing that still really bugs me
she doesnt exist
so what about the whole 'i came to uni in england to be near her' thing?
she was in LSE (or so she said), and i decided to go to england to find out if she's real or not
so after we broke up you just decided to pretend that you were back together?
hah
i really cannot think of one horrible thing to say to you, but i can come up with a few to say about myselfwell i doubt all of them are justified
i'm pretty sure they are
well if it was just the hair and the tights and stuff like that it'd be one thing. but how you made me feel for all those months... yeah karma
how did i make you feel?
you made me feel weak-willed, because i just ended up doing what you wanted even when i really didn't want to do it. you made me feel like i went against all my principles. the things you said to my friends were constantly embarassing. i felt stupid. I felt like a slut.
i never knew how to treat a person properly, not even my girlfriend
i want you to know that i can changewell, pro-tip, don't drunkenly sleep with someone, brush them off, ask them out, sleep with them, dump them, be friends with benefits, ask them out and then continue treating them like friends with benefits. i went along with it becuae i didn't know what i was doing. but i shouldn't have and i'd never do it again, and i recommend that you don't if you don't want to look like a dickhead
really. i should be shot
i want it to be crystal clear that i am not interested in even being friends. i don't want to lead you on or anything. but if a lunch would mean something to you, then it gives us an opportunity to say any last things and then afterwards I'll consider us history, move on, and never mention it again.but i really want you in my life
i want to forget that you were in my life
i know its been half a year now but i still do miss you a lot ...
i don't think i ever felt that strongly even when we were together
even so, i feel that way though
just give me a chance and let me change and maybe that will change your mindno, i won't change my mind. Even if your behaviour was impecible, I don't find you attractive
i don't know why it took me so long to twig, i guess i was excited to be in my first proper relationship, but you are not my type at all
so will you just concentrate on moving on?
i really do not want to talk to you, or see you now. i thought that you talking to me is a good sign, but ive mistaken once again. its going to be awkward between us and you have to live with it for a year or two. i never thought you were a bitch for not talking to me by the way
really. i dont want to talk to you now
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